Actually it was a fast week, but an anxiety riddeen one. So much going on and yet nothing. I know thats crazy but its so true. This deployment is a confusing one thats for sure. I am constantly worrying about Mark. From the moment I wake up til the moment I fall asleep. I know that worrying about things is not going to help, but I just cant help it. People say, whatever is going to happen will happen regardless. Well, I simply cannot be that person. Mark is my life and the fact that he can be taken away from me in an instant scares the shit out of me. I waited my whole life for this wonderful man and then he goes and puts himself in the most dangerous place ever! Whats up with that?? I know there is a plan for everyone, and I truly hope that our plan is to be together til there is life on Mars. This deployment is making me nutso....I have to focus this energy onsomething more productive. Iw ish I was a painter or a sculptor, with the nervous energy I have I could probably create the next Mona Lisa or statue of David.
Enough negative rambling.....I had a good day today, the weather was very nice. We cruised with the top down. Ahhhh, what a release! I took Zach to see Ice Age 2, it was very cute. We went with Lisha and Olivia. Zach and Olivia were arch rivals and now they are two peas in a pod. When they saw each other they hugged and were so excited to be together. Its nice to see two very strong willed kids come together and form a close bond. Why cant we all take lessons from them.....put differences aside and just hug........
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Hey, I'm glad you guys had a good time tonight. Thanks for letting me vent earlier. You really helped me to get my head on straight. : )
Wow! Looks like Zach and Olivia have come a long way from pelting each other with rocks!! ha ha That's so cute that they are friends now. I guess since I'm writing this comment, you can tell that I made it safely to Texas. Thanks for taking me yesterday morning!!
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